Bully

Why did this happen to me?
Out of all the others
I was the one they teased
The one that was left out
And bullied
I was the one that was all alone
The one that was different
And not the same
The one that was the freak
In a crowd of normal
I wish I could stop cutting myself
But it’s the only way to forgot the pain inside
And think about the pain outside
I hate living like this
I hate living
I wish I could change
In so many ways
I wish I could die
And not be bothered
Ever again
I know this is bad
And I shouldn’t do this
But I can’t go on
For another day
Good bye life
Good bye world
I just hope I won’t want to leave the next world
Like I want to leave this one
I hope I’m not forever different
And I hope I’ll eventually find I place I belong
If I will ever belong
Anywhere